Just Plain Lazy

Good morning.

Thanks for the cocktail warning yesterday...but it was a) kind of early and 2) the kind of neuroses I'm used to from you ;-) so I was good without a drink. The other day--kid got hurt, said he was homeless, brother aided and abetted--was a different story.

I'm sorry you felt so bad yesterday, and wonder how last night went for you. I will at this point not respond to anything. Rather, I'll just go with this is a place to vent without necessarily seeking advice. It's place to dump. If you do need more than that, feel free to call and we can talk. For now I'll leave it at that.

After taking a couple of hours yesterday morning to drink coffee, stay warm (it's been FREEZING!) and finish my book (finally), I headed out on errands and a mission. Friday after school I saw a pair of shoes I just had to have, but they didn't have my size, so I looked in other stores for them. (No luck, by the way). I was out for several hours/most of the day. When I got home I didn't feel like doing much else.

I don't feel like doing much today either, despite the fact that my father called last night (I didn't answer) to say he wanted to "schedule a delivery." I guess he's done with the entertainment center. Too bad I don't feel ready for it, and don't want to spend today doing it all. I'd rather wait until Wednesday (half day) or Friday, so I'm waiting to call him back so I don't get bullied into taking it today. It was nice to go out for a few hours yesterday and shop, and today I just want to hang out. I don't have gourmet cooking plans, or any other ambitions except to pick up a little and watch the 1 o'clock game Patriots game. I don't plan on making it down to storage today or over to the laundry room. Today I just want to veg. And I'm going to do my best to honor myself and do just that.

Hope you're feeling better. You know you have my support in whatever form you need it.

Love, B