Slightly More Stable

Hey there.

Happy Friday...I hope you're feeling a little more "yourself" since Wednesday. I meant to write yesterday to thank you for the impromptu therapy session on the phone during your writing time, but ... but ... but what? I don't know. I went and got my nails done and dinked around the house, obsessively cleaning (as is my latest disorder) and then it was dinner time.

There was some big football game on last night and right around 6:30, T called to see if we were watching it. I told him we were, and the next thing I knew, he had invited himself and his family over for dinner. Minutes later - I am so proud of myself - I called him back and told him I couldn't do dinner for everyone but if he wanted to come and watch the game later, he could. We had a quiet dinner, then, and he and K came over afterwards to hang with J and yell at my TV. I felt really good about not saying "yes" to something when I didn't want to do it. Yeah me!

Anyway, thanks for listening the other day. That just came out of nowhere, that whole day of feeling like I was going to disintegrate at any moment. Yesterday was better - relatively. And last night, I slept well without any Tylenol. I didn't call MC to make a therapy appt. yesterday, but I'll do it today. I'm going to coffee with K after the gym this morning, then have a few things to do during the day before picking JJ up from school for allergy shots (I bagged it yesterday). He wanted something at the mall, so I'll take him over there afterwards and return a couple of things that have been driving around in my car. Tonight we're having dinner with KB and her whacko husband - J is such a good sport - and I'm not looking forward to it in any way. At least we'll get it over with and not have to go out with them again for at least another year. :)

I hope your week went well and I would love to catch up more on the phone - this time maybe with more than one minute's time for you to share your life.

Love you,
A