Tuesday, September 13, 2011

(Just) Okay Here

Hey, Amanda.

Tell me: why the hell do I set all sorts of goals for myself when I go back to school? Why don't I know by now that just being back at school is a huge adjustment? I'm exhausted!...but still doing my best to get back to the gym and make better food choices so I can lose these pounds I recently found. It's torture. As if my metabolism hasn't been the bane of my existence heretofore, I swear it came to a screeching halt with (dare I say) peri-menopause. Holy crap.

If I were struggling only with my weight, I'd be okay. But I'm struggling with my job and trying to stay positive in light of all the administrative crap that keeps me from...er...teaching; I find myself missing D and crying when I least expect it; and this whole thing with W has me in a bit of a funk.

But otherwise I'm okay...

Hope you're okay too and that all is well since our last chat.

Love you,
Barb

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